Sunday, April 30, 2006

bad day

Where is the moment when needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day



super good song dat i m gona sing all day long lolx i fell in luv wid dis when i heard it.meaningful lyrics,catching tune.perfect song to gt stuck in ur mind x) speaking of which..2mrw is a holiday,which i m gona spend studying and packing my room.been lazing around for 2 long and hope that i can use it as a new start

o2 jam is damn hard to play.not suitable for those with clumsy fingers and slow reaction time.had a tuff time keeping up the wid de beats and at de same time looking at the keys.if not for those stupid yalam in yalam united..i could have played in de server for noobs =(

zhang my bro has a new rabit.she call it marshmellow earaser and god knows why.i told her that my aunt had one too,and it died becoz it ate too much vege(lao sai until die).aft that sentence,she has not been replying me online.

2day is wasted.2mrw will always be beter and sth to look forward to.

give me the strength to carry on

Saturday, April 29, 2006

wooo~~~ i m kind of hyper now.mayb itz because i had a wonderful dinner which lasted from 730 to 900 pm lolx the food is awesome!!

anw...i think sports is the cheapest and healthiest entertainment a group of friends can have..after visiting kbox,kpool,watch movie and eating fast foods lolx so a broke man with a wallet burning as much as the hot tennis girls,i decide to endulge in a day of healthy sports tomorow.should b goin swiming,basketball then tenis,with a bunch of broke(back) guys lolx

juz realised that alot of gosiping and talking behind ppl's back..wether good or bad in acjc.mayb itz bcoz i nv experience this type of culture be4.it makes you feel like wanting to know more bt at the same time thinkin wether izit the right thing to do,talking bhind ppl's back.in conclusion,i shall avoid this type of conversations and pretend i dint hear everything.like wat the priest had said,when temptations come,dun fight it,run away.(dat was wat i said wen gp teacher is tempted to extend her period to our breaks)

for those people who find it hard to find pi or gpp ideas,think while eating.when i was having dinner just now,some gre8 ideas just keep flowing into my mind as i ate.ahhaha food for thoughts =D

after writing that letter,i find myself feeling better and able to stand up again.thanks =D

went for my third band practise 2day and the gap between me and other percussion players are seriously huge.i think i m the lousiest player there,canot even handle simple time change from 5/8 to 6/8 to 3/4 and back again sobx...even sam,who claims that he is the worse player in the world,are doing things much better than me.maybe i should stay at canoeing afterall...but than again i wana learn sth from the pros...providing that they are willing to teach

changed the analog starhub tv cable box to digital 2day.able to watch all 60 channels for free for 24 hours lolx dun think i am gona sleep 2nite! gona make full use of it hehehe they even have karaoke chanels and some canto channels!!most importantly,they have animax!!and cartoon netwrk!! gona watch teen titans later hehe

i think web cam is quite cool.think i gona get one when i m back in china.actually i almost bought one lastyear but due to insufficient fund aft buying too much dvd,i gave up.this time,i shall make full use of the money and buy a good one.i nid an ear piece oso.after lending my ipod to wan yi,the ear piece starts to make funny sounds.perhapes itz her brain wave length dat disturbs the efficiency of my ear piece lolx shld make her subsidise my new one.

i shall start my holiday count down.think it should b here around 4 wks.lets pray that everyday is shorten to 18 hrs till the holiday comes.

finished my second english novel besides harry potter :dan brow's angle and demonds.i think itz a very nice novel.highly recomended.

after that exciting moment of climbing the back gate and pon track meet,i suddenly realise that it is wrong to pon school like that.that immense guilt inside me has been building and i swear i m not gona do it again.


k enough of crap from me.hope you guys hav a gre8 day!!

give me the strength to carry on

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

sorry hweeyi.....

sorry lao shi....

sorry..

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

dint blog for quite some time..not because i have nothing to talk about but too much to.

life is so fragile.few days ago,my neighbour just passed away.she is a nice old auntie who never fail to say hi and chit chat with me whenever there is a chance to.dint meet her for quite sometime and now,shez gone.i regret not talking to her more often.if god does exist,please bless her soul in heaven.

the weather is getting hotter and hotter each day.even though some classmates admit that it is their fault (ur hot!! right man....), the main culprit will be the sun(and the tenis girls =D).anw whenever the weather gets hot,my brain will go koo koo and do all sorts of things that i do not intend to.if i offend anyone in the process,please pardon lolx furthermore,it makes me more and more hot tempered each day.i was afraid that i might kil someone by the end of the wk.hope that doesnt happens.

physics lecturer changed to some old lady which i admit,has a soothing voice.every word coming from her mouth is like a...well sleeping pill.while the physics lecturer is too motherly,the physics tutor is like some crazy woman.her voice is close to ultrasound (i use close becoz human ears cant detect ultrasound)and she used some amplifying device during prac today(gre8).though most people thinks that she craps through lessons,i think she knows her stuff.maybe she could just keep her opinions to herself and talk about physics more.

dint pon any lessons this week and hope that i would not.having two fails in my hand (phy and math...my fav subjects),i m afraid that i have no more hands for fails.mayb itz time for me to start studying

during recess today,wenle successfuly put some colgate mint choco ice cream onto my hair and i have to wash my hair twice to get rid of it.and when the class went to sign up for cip,classmates start to crazily paste stickers onto my shirt,my butt and de part in front of my butt lolx eager to promote for www.youth.sg , i managed to leave the stickers on my clothings for half a day,before some teacher complained.

skipped band 2day because i realised that i have no parts for this few months.everyone is busy preparing for performances during the june holiday while i,busy reading Angels and Demons.that was how i acheive the 200 pg on saturday

come to think of it,i feel like killing choon hang.dint help me buy tix for cultural night.the regret grew over the wkend.now i want revenge!!!

school is getting boring and dull.everyday,i go to school,enjoy free periods,slack during lectures and tutorials,eat,sleep, and race to get home when the school ends.sounds like my secondary 1 and 2 life which i dun really enjoy.

give me the strength to carry on

Friday, April 21, 2006

walao~~!!!walao walao walao~!!!! stupid hua yi sec!!!y muz hav sports day on fri morning lar!!4 buses zoom pass me like i am nothing because they are all full of hua yi ppl.thanks to them,i attended the 1st dc in my life.MY LIFE MAN!!!how can dey do dis to me!!???itz juz so shit man..
2day dance are having camp.DANCE CAMP LEH!!!the boy and ger ratio is like 2:999999999 walao!!!! scacity!!and i am not in dance!!how can they do this to me!!!
after serious thinkin..i shld go band 2mrw.but for sectionals coz main band i gt nth to do
k super random coz 3 hrs of gym sesion wil make anyone collapse

give me strength to carry on

Monday, April 17, 2006

duno wether isit me or the people around me.i find that i have changed alot.becoming more moody,easily irritated and gets angry very easily.
during chemistry lesson 2day,i was kind of late again because i went the wrong floor.then,the duno hu teacher keep asking me to sit in the front.i mean come on man as if it will make ur lesson more interesting lar.so anyway i told her i will sit in front next time.however she keep coming to my table and asking me to sit in front which utterly pissed me off.she also said that i can either sit in front or get out of the class,which i did.not that i am brave or anything but just super pissed by her childish behaviour.chemistry teachers nowadays are seriously like kids man..that happens to my njc chem teacher too lolx

so many exams and test recently and i have absolutely no mood to study.everyday i just slack around the void deck,listening to my ipod and looking at people doing their stupid stuff.i mean humans are weird.they socialised for self benifits.though they noe dat everyone is just tryin to gain the most out of others while sacrificing the least from oneself,they still play along with the rules and act as if there is no such things involved.everything in my recent life just seem so dull and ..boring.boredom seem to be the major problem nowadays to most ppl.

lots of things going on around me too.too much secrets to keep,too much things to know.i mean why should i bother about all this?afterall i am born alone,i shall die alone too.y is there so much interaction to do?mayb i just like the feeling of talking to others,geting comfort from others and knowing what others are thinking.but seriously for what?i duno if i am normal anymore...

give me the strength to carry on

Thursday, April 13, 2006

yoyo watzup guys!!haha i didn't update recently either because i am busy or lazy to come and update haha too much things that happen recently.don't know which to talk about man

let's talk about my cca.i quit canoe and joined band instead.dad says that i come home with a dead body everytime after canoe and this cannot continue because i should spend more time on my studys.fine.after much consideration i finally decided to join band.haix.the most worrying thing abt band is that there are too many pros in percussion.and as usual,i dun feel like training up my skill because it is damn noisy to practise at home.but in order to get the cca points,i might just have to sacrifise that little bit of dignity i have.

i met alot of new people too.makes me think alot and learn alot.1stly,i have to deal with gays(lax..non is in my clz).though i always have the urge to punch gays because they remind me of SOMEONE.however,i get to adapt to the enviroment and start talking to them.i finally dare to look them in the eyes with that tinge of friendliness and not hostility haha next thing i must say is,for the first time in history i am irritated by a guy.and he is call CHRISTOFER SONG!!!!BLURDY SOUTH AFRICAN BOY!!!!even though he has dis stupidness that most ppl cannot acept,i have to admit he is a nice guy at certain point of time to the certain extend.some ppl whom i met once are nice and some just show total hostility which i retaliated with vulgurities such as kns ccb which no one understands.maybe i shall do the culture of vulgarities as tradition or momentum.

even though it has been quite some time,i still cldnt gt use to the english culture.no one speaks chinese and the ony pair who convers in chinese in acjc seem to be just me and wenle.whenever i speak,there will definitely be a few ppl turning arnd and see who the hell was that.kind of cool though lolx

besides i learn that acjc band selling nachos is a scam.they sold those pathetic pieces of nachos with those pathetic amt of cheese on it for 3 bucks.most of it will be gone when i walk from the canteen to void deck because alot of "crows" will kop on the way.fine.other than the chicken rice stall,i think that the fruit juice store is not bad and niong dao fu.but kind of expensive coz i seem to be spending much more than usual on food ahha

had a few comon test but i hecked all of them.every since i enter acjc,i have this thick sense of moodiness over me.it is like raining in my heart every day.even though i tried my best to smile luff and everything,my heart doesnt seem to go with it

give me the strength to carry on

to be continued....