flopped beep test today.i know i am sick and my ankle is a bit injured,i don't see that it should be an excuse for me under performing like that.should have push myself further but at that barrier,my legs just froze and my hands went cold.i suck man...

我在你的电影中，是主角？还是配角？
也许是生活中的另一个开始，还是另外一个自导自演的悲剧？
生活中有太多的问题，却总是得不到所要的答案


我累了，真的累了

some people died to create
some people create to die

nothing just feels the way it should be anymore
the sun that once shone so brightly,早已失去它原有的光辉
the water that used to taste so sweet，早已失去了它的甘甜
the smile which use to show on her face，只有她的笑容，她的笑容，在我心中永远的灿烂，甜美

用生活来演出每个感人的故事
你和我


not sure what i felt was right

等待 没有答案的等待

i am not sure what i felt was right

多一道伤痕？还是永远的祝福？
是将盛开的鲜花？还是埋葬过去的坟墓？
彷徨，无助
你，就是答案

我会在每个情人节
送你一朵玫瑰
不是为了纪念爱情
而是送葬爱情

getting sick is the worst thing you are gonna have in jc life. first you missed most of the lessons (not that you care) and you physical drop like shit. sadly, it has been a situation i am in for the pass few days.i shall be a nice boy and try to pick up my pace again and mug for all the monstrous tests next week =D good luck to everyone else who are going through the same thing
i had this sudden craze for jennifer lopez songs and i wonder way. guess i couldn't forget the way she dances crazily on the table and her voice. familiar songs like ain't it funny (murder remix) and jenny from the block makes you just want to sing along
i missed the pizza from my free period gang!!!sobx and it's seafood!!!my favorite pizza!but then again it is my fault because i didn't bother walking around and look for them =p
i feel so sad that i have to sacrifice the shopping trip with mr ong jq for our new year clothings because of the upcoming tests and competitions.sometimes i think the what tears our love apart is not the drifting feelings, but the fact that reality is piling up on us.why couldn't jc be 3 years course and 3 years for secondary school??
o gosh..i just realised that my dad is coming next Wednesday!and there is bbq for free period gang on friday~ even though we are not very close...but i have to say thank you guys a lot for inviting me and you guys rock!!!

i am not sure what i m feeling is right

有一个女孩她说过，在14岁的时候，她明白了友情，信任
在她的伙伴中，她看到了所谓的心灵伴侣，并发现生活没有了他们，会是多么的寂寞，冷酷
在后来，她又经历了爱情，并懂得幸福的意义，心痛的离弃
学会了原谅，她笑过，哭过，恨过，爱过。
时间治愈了一切，除了她心中的伤痛，那些令她成长的伤痛
她把这些伤痛放在一个叫记忆的盒子里，提醒她所度过的时光

爱情让她在痛苦和幸福的矛盾中不断的拉扯，形成一个崩塌的漩涡，不停的旋转着。

她说，她学会了放弃，学会了不怕寂寞；学会了用冷漠保护自己，学会了看到那云朵后的阳光；学会了品尝眼泪的甜味，学会了忘记疼痛。

我想告诉她，生活有很悲伤的事，让人失望的事。
虽然你一次次地受到伤害，但我觉得你不该封闭自己。
给自己一个机会，给他人一个机会。
世上的东西都是成双成对的，应为他们要学会分享，学会支持。
人生的道路还很远，不要因为受过的伤痛，而放弃了尝试的机会。

感谢你该感谢的，原谅你该原谅的；
祝福你该祝福的，感恩你该感恩的。

i am not sure what i feel was right

但我真心的祝福你
勇敢地走下去
虽然我不知你何时会看到，但只希望你知道