duno wether isit me or the people around me.i find that i have changed alot.becoming more moody,easily irritated and gets angry very easily.
during chemistry lesson 2day,i was kind of late again because i went the wrong floor.then,the duno hu teacher keep asking me to sit in the front.i mean come on man as if it will make ur lesson more interesting lar.so anyway i told her i will sit in front next time.however she keep coming to my table and asking me to sit in front which utterly pissed me off.she also said that i can either sit in front or get out of the class,which i did.not that i am brave or anything but just super pissed by her childish behaviour.chemistry teachers nowadays are seriously like kids man..that happens to my njc chem teacher too lolx

so many exams and test recently and i have absolutely no mood to study.everyday i just slack around the void deck,listening to my ipod and looking at people doing their stupid stuff.i mean humans are weird.they socialised for self benifits.though they noe dat everyone is just tryin to gain the most out of others while sacrificing the least from oneself,they still play along with the rules and act as if there is no such things involved.everything in my recent life just seem so dull and ..boring.boredom seem to be the major problem nowadays to most ppl.

lots of things going on around me too.too much secrets to keep,too much things to know.i mean why should i bother about all this?afterall i am born alone,i shall die alone too.y is there so much interaction to do?mayb i just like the feeling of talking to others,geting comfort from others and knowing what others are thinking.but seriously for what?i duno if i am normal anymore...

give me the strength to carry on